2008 The More Things Change...

Is is possible that nearly a year's gone by, and there are no new blog entries? I think not. I have written several which have disappeared. So much remains unchanged, however, that it would appear that Time for Change has stalled. Am I in living limbo? It seems possible. No work; no opportunities; no direction home--"like a complete unknown." I am baffled entirely. It is as though there is a governor that checks my speed, an evil damper that throttles my ability to find happiness or achieve security. Not endorsing theories that accept any exogenous control, the God within me, in other words my own spirit, must be responsible for the stress and frustration which characterize my fifties. I have to take charge of my life, living among so much opportunity. In a life we can only live once, this limbo must now come to an end; change, new direction, full immersion are needed. There is no such thing as "time to spare" or waste. Imagine, if it works out that there is time to reflect, looking back at 'the end' to review what all this will have turned out to be in the context of this one privileged life. Drifting. Absorbing, hopefully, and moving on to process what I have learned. Who knows?